Thinking Aloud

October 30, 2006

Yesterday,…

Filed under: Daily thoughts, Musings about life, Politics - uliang @ 8:36 pm

Yesterday, love was just an easy game to play….

Lolz. You know something, I seemed like yesterday that during an UMNO General assembly Dr. Mahathir (then the PM) announced that we wanted to step down. We all know what happen-lah, everybody rushed to him. He was crying, they were crying, Rafidah Aziz was pleading with him. They held an emergency meeting. Headlines.

Well…the headlines are still there.

But now Dr. Mahathir is the snake,( aka Badawi’s," …with more venom…" ), the forgetful, (aka Information Minister Dtk. Zainuddin Maidin, " ..epitome of Melayu mudah lupa (Malay’s forget easily)."
and generally a pain in the ass. I wonder whether the same people who rushed up to the stage to stop a crying Mahathir 3 years ago from stepping down would do the same if they knew what he was doing (saying) today.

Politics, the great Malaysian sandiwara (soap opera) is so interesting. It’s an insight into human nature. The great irony, contradictions and hidden motivations. Maybe Dr. M is criticizing the government because he is looking for forgiveness? Working hard for the ‘good of the country’ to ease is scarred conscience?

Maybe Badawi’s will is sapped, his couraged muted by the departure of his dearly beloved. Maybe he sees all that is evil in Malaysian politics and commerce and chooses to believe that things will work out fine? Or perhaps he doesn’t even believe his eyes.

Whatever the motivation, whatever the agenda. One thing is for certain, I learn two things from this: When you are rich and powerful you have many friends. Once that is gone, so are your friends. And if you start shouting, your ‘friends’ suddenly become enemies.

Another is simple: Choose your advisors carefully. Surround yourself with yes-men, and your ‘yes-men’ will rule for you.  

October 27, 2006

Here we go again…

Filed under: Daily thoughts, News, Politics - uliang @ 5:31 pm

The former PM has come up with a personal statement. You can hop over here  to read it. It’s written by Tun Mahathir himself and signed of as Malaysian Citizen and Commoner.

If you read it through; you should have noticed the boldfaced statement: A climate of fear has enveloped this country.

I still remember around early March-April when Tun started criticizing the present government. AP, Johor-Singapore ‘crooked’ bridge, sand, Proton…and so on. Now, this. A pronouncement that the government he helped build up has become to powerful for comfort. He laments that every legitimate avenue for dissent has been censured by the powers that be.

I must say that Tun is right here. He may have his misses, but he is right on with this issue.

The BN government has become so powerful that she cannot believe that she is leading the country to ruin.

I hope that this culture of auto-censorship will stop. What’s happening now in Malaysia is something out of Orwell’s 1984. Newspeak, where you auto-censor yourself into thoughless obedience. It could well turn out, with the way dissent is not tolerated that Vision 2020 may turn out to be our worst nightmare.

October 25, 2006

Maaf Zahir Batin

Filed under: Daily thoughts - uliang @ 7:58 am

I didn’t celebrate Hari Raya per se…but it was a nice day to relax in a way.

Of course I had to look through (read study) Kashiwara and Vergne’s (pronounced ver-NEK) classic (?) paper On the Segal-Shale-Weil Representation and Harmonic Polynomials. I suspect that somehow or rather, the central thesis-idea isn’t difficult, just that I have to wade through miles and miles of unfamiliar definitions and details just to get it.

Still made time to meet up with Joanna, Aurelia and Dawn. Had wanted to swim later in the evening with Dawn, but her sister borrowed her swim suit. So I ended up taking a dip alone in the briny swimming pool. Yuck!

Great day yesterday, made even sweeter by the fact that my analysis homework is due next week only. LOLz…emoticon 

October 20, 2006

I wish I was…

Filed under: Daily thoughts - uliang @ 5:15 pm

I wish I was smarter, quicker and more hardworking.

I need help, but I don’t want to ask for it.

I hate it when others are faster, but I don’t want to admit that I’m jealous.

I just want those damn solutions, and I want them quick, cos my grades depend on it!! 

October 19, 2006

Selamat Hari Raya and Deepavali

Filed under: Daily thoughts - uliang @ 7:49 am

Taking this opportunity to make and early Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Deepavali greeting to all.

October 17, 2006

Filed under: Daily thoughts, News - uliang @ 6:51 am

Below is an article from theStar online newspaper. It is an interview conducted with the PM concerning the recent controversy regarding the EPU and ASLI research findings on bumiputera equity ownership.

What I find interesting about this interview (or at least what was transcribed here online) is not so much the answers the PM gave (which gave me plenty of assurance) but the questions asked by the reporter (writer). Read those questions carefully. It is as though the writer is trying to insinuate certain unhealthy sentiments from the PM. I find this conduct by the reported disturbing, albiet un-professional.

The emphasized (bold-face) questions is as the formatting taken from the website.

PM replies to Gerakan’s call to disclose EPU’s methodology

PETALING JAYA: The following are Datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi’s response to the call by Gerakan to the Economic Planning Unit to disclose the methodology used to show that the bumiputeras’ share in the country’s economic pie was only 18.9%. 

The Prime Minister made the statement, when asked by reporters upon his return from performing the umrah with his family since Friday. 

Q:It is as if people are taking advantage of your openness, and those who want to challenge Malay rights such as in Article 11. It is as if the non-Malays are disputing the rights of Malays when the Malays are not questioning non-Malay rights. What is your action to ensure people do not go overboard in questioning or disputing?  

A: If people question, then we must have answers. We do not have a problem. If we are transparent, what is the problem? We are not liars.  

The actions we take are based on facts which strengthen the stand we have taken. Why do we have to take those steps?  

If the plans we are taking are related to us helping the bumiputra, it must still be continued because the balance has still not reached the level we deem as acceptable. Then, that is when actions have to be taken.  

Now it is not the implementation of the New Economic Policy because that policy from 1991 has been completed.  

But the policies after that have to continue with several aspects contained in the NEP, such as poverty eradication.  

Because if we say it is 1991 and the NEP is done, do we say everything stops? We no longer eradicate poverty because that was the old policy? That would be a wrong stand. It is not right.  

There are approaches which were started when the NEP was implemented, which have not achieved their goals, and so have to be continued.  

There are two important NEP strategies, penyusunan semula masyarakat (the restructuring of society) and poverty eradication and debates have been made in so many numbers and in a great deal of meetings, such as the National Economic Consultative Council 1, 2 and 3.  

Tak habis habis (Till no end) we talk about this. People say the new generation is more visible. Young people, after studying, have idealism and will question a lot of things. But what is important to us is that we give answers. We don’t want to shut their mouths, as things will continue to burn in their hearts, and this will lead to dissatisfaction.  

To open up in important things is not something that troubles us. It won’t trouble us.  

The young people who question are also Malays, it’s not like all Malays are just silent on issues.  

We are ready to give opinions and we hope they will not go overboard, make all sorts of accusations.  

We are not in the business of cheating people. That is not our way. We don’t lead and lie (memerintah menipu). We lead and want the best for all Malaysians, not just one particular party.  

We have to see the whole situation, not just one quarter or corner. That is important. The Malaysian Government now is built based on unity. Co-operation is possible because the Government shares powers.  

The peoples’ confidence is in a Government of all races. A Cabinet decision is a decision agreed by all. How can we not have others’ agreement?  

We do not think like that. Problems of the Indian community, we take on as a responsible Government to Malaysians of different races and religions. That is what the people need to understand. Don’t try and accuse, accuse, accuse, and the media tries to mengembur tak pasal pasal (play up with no reason) issues which are sensitive.  

Q: Gerakan wants the Government to disclose how it came to the Asli figures.  

A: Oh, so he is questioning methodology. We have no problem. No problem to explain any methodologies we have used.  

You must understand when there is a crisis. The economic crisis, for example, was bad. So many businesses, Malay entrepreneurs were finished. How many had to pay huge debts which they could not pay?  

So that had affected our standing. I wished that standing would be up at all times but it is not like that when there is a problem. Our policies are long-term policies. In that time, there are many things that happen. The high price of oil also has an effect on our plans, for example. So we face it all and have to overcome the challenges. We don’t want to make accusations, insinuations.  

This is a general statement for anyone.  

There is no benefit to insinuate or accuse. If you want explanations, then ask properly. Why ask and then insinuate, ask and then accuse.  

Q: So you think some parties, groups are taking advantage of the openness now

A: I don’t know. Human beings always take advantage at anytime. When there is a chance (to take advantage) he will take it. If I make it open, they will take advantage and challenge (the decision). If there is no openness then they will ask why is it like this, why today there is no freedom, why no openness. That is taking advantage.  

When we open, there are those who nak kacau (to cause trouble) and take advantage. But we must face this, face this seriously.  

What is important is that if there is something constructive (suggested), that we should improve (on the decision), we are prepared to receive their views. But if the intention is to cause trouble, then let’s see what will happen.  

Q: This is a warning to the groups

A: To anyone. Don’t twist and twist (the matter). Malays or otherwise, don’t kacau (cause trouble). If you want to ask, ask properly. Don’t buat kacau (cause trouble). Our country is peaceful. 

God does not make problems by causing typhoons, earthquakes, volcanos, but human beings want to make problems, for what? We are very peaceful. If there is a problem, discuss it properly. That is important.  

There is no patience now for problems, and there are those who want to find problems. Instigate, insinuate, want to make innuendos. There are no benefits to such actions. 

October 13, 2006

I have a right to justice

Filed under: Daily thoughts, Musings about life, Meditations, Da vinci code - uliang @ 6:06 pm

I realized that my posts of late are concered primarily with happenings back home in Malaysia and rather mundane aspects of my life.

With respect to the latter, apologies. I just can’t think of anything better to post.

But for the former, I make no apologies. These are the examples of things that get me very worked up. The imposition of authority through brute force- " There is no need to debate, just accept it!"

But then, enough said about the Malaysian political culture. I guess I should post something about my spiritual life (or lack thereof). emoticon

Transition from VCF to a local church was relatively smooth. Right now I’m with a PCM group and serving in both Faith Acts and the choir. I guess (if there are any VCFers who still read this blog) that involvement in a local church is kinda the anchor. To transition smoothly out from VCF and still continue to grow, we do need to invovle ourselves in something more than Sunday worship services.

Quiet time has been rather off an on. Still adapting to the rigor of waking up early before rushing to school to do work. But, I’ve made my commitment once more go over the Bible, cover to cover again. With the help from biblegateway.com ’s reading plan. I should finish it in exactly one year.

All this said, does this make me ok?

I don’t think so. I’m not ok. I realize it everyday. Something is missing. Maybe a taste of heaven, or a dissatisfaction with what the world offers. Maybe it’s that bout of loneliness all we single people struggle with. Or out struggle with sin. Nah, I’m not ok. I’m just on a journey just like everybody else.  

 

October 12, 2006

Ultimate irony.

Filed under: Daily thoughts, Politics - uliang @ 8:39 am

I find it ironic that the man who quoted: " Give a poor man a fish and you feed him for a day, teach a poor man how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime" perpetuated a regime of affirmative action that runs contrary to this belief vis a vis the NEP.

TDM’s legacy will of course outlive him.

The question is whether we will choose to perpetuate the good achived under his leadership or his bad points.

It seems right now that Malaysia has chosen the latter path. (c.f. the ASLI-CPPS debacle).  

 

October 6, 2006

That infernal smoke of hell

Filed under: Daily thoughts, News - uliang @ 6:52 pm

It is what you do not see that is the most dangerous.

The haze usually worsens at night. And unfortunately at night, one does not usually realize that the haze is there.  It’s really bad. I can practically smell the fumes. Not to mention visibility is less than a kilometer.

Lungs are slowly rotting away.  

October 4, 2006

Straight and true

Filed under: Daily thoughts, Musings about life, Mathematics - uliang @ 10:02 pm

The cardinal truth of life:

In mathematics, the most straightforward solution is usually the correct one…yet, the most straightforward questions are deceptively easy.

In life, the truth is obvious…it just that we have a hard time swallowing it.

I think Grissom of CSI fame quoted something to that effect.  

October 3, 2006

Musica

Filed under: Daily thoughts - uliang @ 9:45 pm

I never knew that ‘Happy Birthday Song’ could be played with so many variations.

Thoman Hecht and Albert Tiu teased us with some variation of Happy birthday and Fur Elise. They ended up playing 4 encores.

So you probably can imagine how good they were.  

October 2, 2006

Boring job

Filed under: Daily thoughts - uliang @ 9:29 pm

I tell u a, the most boring job is to…

…invigilate. Sigh.

Cannot do anything else but look and look and loooooook at students tearing out their hair at the impossibly difficult questions.

I anticipate exactly one more job like that. The finals….bleah.  

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